On the desolate shores of winter's gray
mouth, the fields are barren, still, like
the dead-calm of melancholy oaks
raven-coated and sighing, naked and
leaning. The old farmhouse remains a
considerable walk, but there it sits,
shackled to the earth like a rotted
stump. The frozen snow beneath my
steps yawns and breaks in small
murmurs, like an overture to the
whispered trespasses of my youth.
The wind blows as it does only here,
on humpbacked, timbered miles. I do
not seek refuge, however, the
restless light in my eyes settling on
broken panes and torn roof, listens,
deaf to the diminished day, damned
to focus on what is not, what should
have been. The weathered door
cries as I enter, an echo from the past
stirs. I have been here before and not,
these memories have been dressed
differently; though now, I am a child,
the snow, white sheets folded back.
Collaboration copyright © Michael
Paul Ladanyi &
Robert Edward Levin 2002. All rights reserved.
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