ERIN BERTRAM

 

 

 

 
[Road Trip Tender]


   I have a tendency to fall in love with my friends.
   Give me this one thing. Her outfit skin-tight but her heart
   Remained uncovered. It's true, I took her down to the delta
   & fed her sandwiches, caressed her underbelly, coerced
   Each timid nipple skyward, & still I did not wake. Or I woke
   But did not dream. The night was still & charged, lightning
   Just about to crack its whip across the sky's wide back;
   The moment right before, suspended. This my litany,
   My tackle box of sacred objects, omens rubbed to sheen.
   The plan was to go away for a while, come back less empty
   Handed. Fill my arms to find my breaking point.
   Only after my pockets feed the jukebox one too many
   Shiny quarters. Only after subterfuge spins
   & what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my palm.



[Span Of A Splinted Wing]

   And what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my palm.
   As when a crow—sleek-feathered, orb-eyed, determined—
   Picks through a stink-heap of what has been cast off
   & set aside to dissolve alone, he disrupts his beaking
   At the shine of a coin, a fleck of glass, a pearl earring,
   A bottle cap, any glint-spitting object. He makes
   No move to disguise his hoard as rabbinical,
   Dips the black arc of his wet head again & again
   Toward what he mistakes as light's source,
   What he thinks to be numinous, fail-proof, remarkably
   Uncounterfeit. To be perfectly honest, in my hand
   A bus ticket. This time round-trip. This time carry-on
   My only baggage, around my neck a charm all silver-shine
   & amulet maneuvers. All shone & shown again.




[Mooring, Soaked Clean Through]

   What I wouldn't do for the sun to slit us clean through—
   The terrible keen kick of my reversed first foot,
   The glass that best represents your viscous self,
   Slipshod & vigilant. Water finds its own sweet level.
   And one by one, they pattern themselves after each other.
   A pulse urging tempt me, tempt me. And I did.
   I have a tendency to fall in love with my friends
   & what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my palm.
   Amulet maneuvers. All shone & show again,
   Rust growing in complex patterns on my stolen bike.
   Through a series of missives, anything is possible.
   Opens one wet eye. Then, slowly, squinting, the other.
   It is adoration, not co-dependency, she feels.
   Amorous wind & the sparrows' restless wheeling.
 

 

 

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© ERIN BERTRAM 2007

 
Erin M. Bertram is a fellow in the MFA Writing Program at Washington University in St. Louis.  Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Bloom, Columbia Poetry Review, Natural Bridge, The Bedside Guide to No Tell Motel-2nd Floor, and in Combatives with Sarah Lilius.  Her chapbook Alluvium is forthcoming from dancing girl press.
   

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