[Road Trip Tender]
I have a tendency to fall in love with my friends.
Give me this one thing. Her outfit skin-tight but her
heart
Remained uncovered. It's true, I took her down to the
delta
& fed her sandwiches, caressed her underbelly,
coerced
Each timid nipple skyward, & still I did not wake. Or
I woke
But did not dream. The night was still & charged,
lightning
Just about to crack its whip across the sky's wide
back;
The moment right before, suspended. This my litany,
My tackle box of sacred objects, omens rubbed to
sheen.
The plan was to go away for a while, come back less
empty
Handed. Fill my arms to find my breaking point.
Only after my pockets feed the jukebox one too many
Shiny quarters. Only after subterfuge spins
& what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my palm.
[Span Of A Splinted Wing]
And what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my
palm.
As when a crow—sleek-feathered, orb-eyed, determined—
Picks through a stink-heap of what has been cast off
& set aside to dissolve alone, he disrupts his
beaking
At the shine of a coin, a fleck of glass, a pearl
earring,
A bottle cap, any glint-spitting object. He makes
No move to disguise his hoard as rabbinical,
Dips the black arc of his wet head again & again
Toward what he mistakes as light's source,
What he thinks to be numinous, fail-proof, remarkably
Uncounterfeit. To be perfectly honest, in my hand
A bus ticket. This time round-trip. This time
carry-on
My only baggage, around my neck a charm all
silver-shine
& amulet maneuvers. All shone & shown again.
[Mooring, Soaked Clean Through]
What I wouldn't do for the sun to slit us clean
through—
The terrible keen kick of my reversed first foot,
The glass that best represents your viscous self,
Slipshod & vigilant. Water finds its own sweet level.
And one by one, they pattern themselves after each
other.
A pulse urging tempt me, tempt me. And I did.
I have a tendency to fall in love with my friends
& what distills lies wide-eyed & panting in my palm.
Amulet maneuvers. All shone & show again,
Rust growing in complex patterns on my stolen bike.
Through a series of missives, anything is possible.
Opens one wet eye. Then, slowly, squinting, the
other.
It is adoration, not co-dependency, she feels.
Amorous wind & the sparrows' restless wheeling.