Maxine Scates


Sacrifice

I like the green iridescence of the magpie’s
tailfeathers dragging along fencelines,
robber bird like the jay and theft, I like theft,
stealing from the gods even if you always pay

because isn’t that the way things change?  But no
to sacrifice, unstaple the red tags in the ears
of dull eyed cattle going to market.  They’ve
forgotten what they live for—we’ve forgotten

why we eat them.  Once Syracusa’s altar took
seven hundred at a time, same blood, same gore
and screaming as on a battlefied where I’m told
no one ever writes about the smell of excrement,

blood and burning flesh.  Slaughter then
is what we eat or what we wear, a way of life
and lately the no fur folks do infomercials
that take my breath away when I’m mindlessly

cycling at the gym or I’d switch the station
and avoid such singular cruelty: the fox
gnawing its leg to escape the teeth of the trap
clamping bone, the mink doing backflips

in their tiny cages, so horrible I’m transfixed.
I’m trapped the way I am in a story or poem
when someone hurts the dog, or once removed,
imagines the guy who hurts the dog—

that dog a window to the abyss within—
my father, for instance, drunk or sober, kicked
the dog or lifted the bloody bird from the gutter.
So when this dreamy dog hurting lives on

in our protagonist, an otherwise ordinary man,
haunts him in his quiet moments
I don’t believe it, waking as I do to the local news,
the horse left standing in its stall, hooves curving up

as long as scimitars, the stories of teenagers
or middle aged men amped on nothing better
to do than drag their dogs from pickup trucks.
I like the guys who find the dogs and stay with them

long after other guys have left them to die.  I like
the reunions best, the old burr covered mongrel
who waits for our return, who sees in us
what we can't see in ourselves—I’d forget sacrifice

its stupid slaughter or how one summer day I watched
my old dog stalk a pigeon under the oleanders,
then snap its neck before I took a step, a sacrifice to me
the little god who could have saved it.

 

 
 

A David Trinidad Publication for MiPOesias Magazine 2007