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Not You, My Father

Most men lead lives of quiet desperation
and go to the grave with the song still in them.
—Thoreau

My father was a man of stone
who led a life of rock,
one I could never enter

Yet, he wanted to pound
me into something softer
than I already was—an oyster
stuck to the roof of my mouth

How I learned to live in a cave
while my father grew boots
stomped out fires and grunted
with the back of a hand.

My father who desired to farm, milk cows
cradled their teats and flanks lovingly
never touched me the same way,
treated me as a tail, the sun’s shadow.
Lack of subsidies, machinery and granary,
he fed us to the cows.

Broken bones of a man
splinter in his children’s eyes—failure
handed down, we reel to our ends.

My father who fished in the sand,
buried his dreams at the bottom
of Gibraltar where no woman can wade
into that hollow place—and yet, I shall sing
still sing, a song of stone when his giant sinks.

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Third Edition ~Editors: Mia, T. Birch, PJ Nights and Kathryn Koromilas ~