She chops the
Amazonian strain mushroom,
a small rubber
umbrella splitting open
and open. Lets
the pieces fall from her hand
into a blender
hemorrhaging cranberry juice.
Chatter and whiz,
crimson dulled to mauve.
She drinks and
waits for her mind’s funhouse
to open its
double-doors. On the carpet again
staring at the
painting, seascape on velvet.
Soon the waves
begin to crash against a shore
dark as obsidian,
crest upon crest unfurling
like a fistful of
shook tinsel. The glittered
hours sail past
and still on the floor,
spellbound by this
celestial ocean. Twilight
when she turns to
the green leaf stuck
to the
window-screen. No, not a leaf,
but a hummingbird,
its needle-beak caught
in the mesh. It
flutters and rests, flutters
and rests until
she cages the bird in her hands,
its heart clicking
wildly against her palm.
She could go
nowhere or anywhere now.
She opens his
fingers. And by opening,
paints the sky
with a stroke of emerald.

Do not be
alarmed if you smell smoke.
Which is
from the wildfire and not the plane.
From a
single match struck by an arsonist
and
dropped on the forest floor. Look out
the
windows to your right and down below.
That ruin
was meant. To dress as many trees
with fire
until they have nothing to show
but
blackened ribs. When we finally land
and your
legs take you outside the airport
the scent
of destruction is doubled. Cough
and wheeze
if you want. Wipe your eyes.
Behind the
haze the sun will glow orange
as a
jack-o’-lantern in the fog. Click on
the
television and this corner of the planet
looks
apocalyptic. The tidal wave of flames
and
torched houses. A chain-link fence
warped
from the heat into a fisherman’s net.
All these
acres going up reminds me
of the
ruin we’ve made with our own hands.
Ask our
exes. Query our skittish children.
If this
plane was an air tanker we would skim
the ocean
and drape blue veils of water
over the
flames. As many roundtrips
it takes
to douse this inferno. So once again
green
could brighten the charcoaled hills.
Until
someone else walks into the forest alone.
Whose
heart is the red tip of a matchstick
he strikes
and strikes in his own darkness.